Hi/Lo Thursday

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HI All,

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Ok, Now for my Hi of the past week! I guess for the Hi would that Noah did AMAZING through surgery and the doctor says he will hear better than he has ever heard in his life! The Hi is that even though I was petrefied to trust enough to let Noah have this surgery I did trust and NOAH will be better because of it! And as part of that Hi is that God had a dear friend call me on my cell phone at just the scariest moment to be there for me! It meant more than she will EVER EVER know that she would do that for me!

My low is actually somewhat the same in that the low point for me this week was my lack of faith that Noah would be ok, that even if the surgery turned out to not be helpful or necessary that God was going to be in control and would be with my baby! I KNOW these things but I did NOT act that way this past week. I can't tell you how many tears I cried. I would cry to bobby, I don't want to loose Noah! Now this is rediculous I know as the liklihood of that with this type of sugery is so very slim, but with anesthesia the risk is still there and my doubting self just couldn't help but fear it. I am actually ashamed of myself when I know several mom's whose children are fighting life stealing diseases that they have been told most likely they will die and they seem to be handling that much better than I did this small sugery. I am embarassed to admit my lack of faith but I guess the first step in dealing with something is admitting it.

Thank you Jesus that you protected my baby, took care of the need of his ears and began healing him through the hands of the physician!

WE send you blessings and Kisses in the Wind!