Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Sitting at Shriner's hospital thanking God for the blessing of this
place while waiting for Jeremiah to be molded for AFO's and see if
adaptive stroller we were given can be fit to him and work!!!
Monday, July 19, 2010
that God asks us to step out on faith… and sometimes we must step out
I am sharing one of the pictures taken when Jeremiah was on all life
support! He was on it for 12 days and alot of hours of each of those
days I spent alone in that room! Aloneeaning no other person to talk
to, lean on, cry to, etc. Just me and God watching over my baby!! Two
of the days when for hours ( one time over 9 hours) things were at the
very worse and their were 2 docs, 2 respiratory therapist and 4 nurses
in the room that entire time fighting to keep him alive and I am in
the corner of the bench I slept on for all those hours and the
majority alone watching, crying, praying and begging God to savey
baby! Not for sake I said bit for Jeremiah's!! He had not had a chance
yet to experience family life or anything that we had so hopes to give
him. I am ever aware that God did not have to save my baby! And that
without God he would not be here! I also believe there was a reason
that I was alone in that PICU room so much and especially at such
crucial times. All I could so was send word by phone to the world and
the folks in waiting room
To storm heaven and then crawl up next to the God of the universe, the
ONLY one who could help me, and cry to HIM! This pictureay have
beenade during a short visit by family or by a nurse as they dis that
for us too, o am not sure bit I KNOW it portrays to me just me and God
with my baby! God gave him life in Taiwan and he gave him life again
in Louisiana! I can't say it felt good all that happened but I can say
I was honored to be a part of God showing off!!
AND NOW THE WAIT FOR JEREMIAH IS OVER TOO!!! April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!
Kisses in the Wind
I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.
I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.
Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.
May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.
Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.
May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.