Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Jeremiah is doing amazing !!! He is now on room air!!! No mote oxygen needed!!! Such a miracle frogie boy!! Please keep the prayers coming that he does great on room air and keeps his vitals where they need to be and that sepsis continues to leave!! Watching for God to show off more!!!!

Friday, July 2, 2010

Sitting here rocking a miracle and standing in awe at the mercy and miraculous healing power of God!!!! Also thanking the Lord fir loving me so through His people on birthday!! And foe giving me the only present I wanted!! Jeremiah off the vent and me able to hold him!!!

Day 16 in PICU ( 19 in hosp)

So God gave me what I wanted for my birthday today' my baby is off the vent and I got to hold him though only briefly. He is back in the bed because he started screaming and they said he must not want to be held. Back in bed he is better but now I feel so sad that he doesn't want to be held and I worry bonding was destroyed but all that matters is he
Get better! So want to post pics!!! But can't on iPhone for some reason

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Pray he passes the test and can stay off !! Can't hold him yet because just needs to breathe and do good for now . On 3 liters o2
Vent and chest tubes are out!! Now we wait and pray to see if he will do good!!!

Today! Day 15 of PICU and day 18 of hospital. Pray

Today is the day!!! day 15 in PICU and day 18 of hosp stay. They are gonna TRY mid morning to take him off the ventilator!!!! Please sto heaven that is little body is ready and it will work and he will do good!!!!!!! God is able!!!!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Day 14 PICU (day 17 hospital

Today marks 2 weeks in Pediatric Intensive Care at the amazing Sutton's Children's Hospital!! Things are improving but Jeremiah is still a very sick baby! He is in critical condition but doing much better! Basically the procalcitonin is a level in the blood that is watched when someone with Sepsis. When Jeremiah was very first getting very sick his level was 500 times what someone with sepsis has so he basically had super, super sepsis!! Now it is down to only 4 times greater than normal sepsis. So a huge improvement but still much sicker than most people with sepsis. The double pneumonia is looking better as well!! His 2 chest tubes are draining and taking care of the 2 plueral effusioms. The doctor says he has been very sick for a long time and it is a miracle he lived as long as he did. They said it is possible the docs in Taiwan never tested for sepsis since it is not a standard thing you run unless youbare looking for it. Please keep praying for Jeremiah as he battels all of this infections. The goal is to try and start weaning him off the ventilator and see how it goes!!! Scary bit exciting too!!! Noah is an amazing big brother!! Inso wish I could figure out how to post pics from my phone !! Yesterday he stood on a stool and helps stimulate Jeremiah when we were trying to keep the blood pressure up! Got an adorable picture!!! Thank you all for followong along and praying and loving us so much fro
afar!! We know God is able so we are thrills to have so many storming Heaven for Jeremiah!! For those that have ask the name of hospital, room number, and address are posted above on th blog!! And yes he can get cards and care packages for those that asks about that :)

We love y'all and Jeremiah and I send y'all hugs and kisses on the wind!!!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Praying blood pressure stays up and safe through the night and not jump too high!!! Praying for the fever to go down!!! Praying for him to need less and less of the ventilator!! Praying for infections to be gone.

To God be the glory, great things HE has done!!!!!!!! Sending this by the blessing of my phone!!!

So they said thar when Jeremiah fu
Irst got sick his procalcitonin level was 500 times what a person with sepsis has!! So he had super super sepsis!! It is a miracle he made it to America they said. Now I the level is 4 times what somejbe with sepsis is ao he still has a super sepsis but much better than he had before! Keep praying and praising for the healing!!!
So Jeremiah had a few rough touch and go days this weekend but seems mire stabelized now!!! Praise God!!! For those that have asked we are at:
Sutton's Children's Hospital
PICU room 401
One St. Mary place
Shreveport, LA 71101

Jeremiah has severe pneumonia and sepsis that we ate battling . His fever keeps spiking even after tins of antibiotics so we worry their is something we are not finding. I worry with fever because his big seizures were with fever. Also everytime thr fever gets high then like the next day we have crisis issues all day. So praying against that today. This is so hard to sit here and watch him fight on the vent and all and nit be able yo hold him , feed him , comfurt him, take care of Jim in any way. There are days things are so bad they don't let me touch him ! I want to scream and say healing touch is what he needs and plus do you know waited 14 months to hold that baby, to touch him, to snuggle and kiss and feed and change his diapers and now even myers touch at times us nit allowed !!  Uggj! I know God has a plan and is teaching me something in all this and I try so hard to trust and NOT be scarred but all to often I fail! Today is day 16 in hospital and day 13 in icy and I am so ready for evidence if the healing!!! Friday july 2nd us my bithday and family is asking what do I want??? I want to hold my baby, I want to give him a bottle, I want us all in the same room at sane time. 
Please forgive this post and for probably sharing too much. Please keep praying for Jeremiah!!!!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

So they said there are 2 bacteria growing in lungs they are battling. Intensivist says it is from aspiration for a long time and its a very bad case and it was brewing in there "long before he came to surgery" there is so much fluid in pluetal cavity that it took a long while to get that bad. Thank God we were in hospital and not on plane when it came to a head!
THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!