Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Prognosis None :(

for those who do not follow my facebook and have not heard, our Neurologist visit did NOT go well.  The Neuro says that Jeremiah's prognosis has not changed and the MRI shows the same.  He says my baby is going to die.  He does not know when but that he is going to die.  I have been bawling and am angry at myself for allowing a wordly doctor to sway me, but after the MRI and teh pediatrician being so hopeful and the radiology report showing brain where there had been no brain I just knew that Jeremiah's prognosis would not be critical anymore, well according to the Neuro the MRI did not show brain, it was fluid showing up white on the MRI and was mistaken for brain.  I am CLINGING to the fact that I KNOW GOD IS ABLE.  I am trying to dry the tears and TRUST and BELIEVE and also be accepting that GOD IS IN CONTROL.  But at the same time I do NOT want to loose my baby.  I know HIS ways are not mind and I have to trust HIM.  I am asking for prayer from anyone who is willing and please spread the word to eaveryone you know to pray.   I want to take 2 or more to a new worldwide level!  PLEASE STORM HEAVEN for my sweet Jeremiah!  Its funny after the 2 miraculous therapy improvements this week we get this news that there is no hope.  I am clinging onto to God and reminding myself there is ALWAYS HOPE!  PLEASE share Jeremiah's button on the sidebar on your blogs and share the blog or just share his name and the need!  You can also share his picture!  This was taken this morning after a rough rough night of him crying almost all night but joy sure came in the morning!

Grab This!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

BIG NEWS! Grab your puffs!

I cant believe I get to share this!!!!  MY BABY TOOK HIS FIRST STEP!  It was tiny and in the gait trainer but he took it! :)  Below is a video of them working with him AFTER he took the first step which noone realized he was gonna do so the camera was not on yet! LOL  he does take a few with the camera on too so look close at his feet :)  I still need to get the Easter post up but I couldn't wait to put this one up and I guess they will be out of line now :(  OH WELL, this is big news! 

THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!