Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

On Eva plane waiting to leave!!! Please pray hard!!!!!! Off till I get computer access
We are safe in LA till next tflight leaves! I was volently throwing up all overmyself!! They did not want me to keep flyinng next leg and tried to talk us out of it! And then Noah thew a fit for 45 minutes cuz they would not let me take hm out of seatbelt

Friday, June 4, 2010

Te Journey Begins...Dallas first nigt

So, I am now aving to put te bottom of tis post at te top cuz blogger won't cooperate!  Tes are pics from te scrapbook I made as a gift for SLC :)  We also picked up a box of Pralines , famous to LA and a LA magnet for SLC and also for Jeremia's Birt family.  Te first few are NOa and ten a few of Noa's old roomies wose momma's sared pics wit me for my gift!  Let me know wat yall tink of tem :)  and ten below all tos pics is te actual post :)  lol
First page

Beautiful Allie :)

Adorable William!

Cutie patootie Benia!
andsome little Issac!

So te trip did NOTstart as we planned at all!  Post Man finally ran, took my mom to walmart to cas er ceck and get wat se needed and crank te van to TIS!  service engine soon?  WAT?  We ave ad tings done on te van for tis trip 2 times in te past 2 weeks, and NOW someting else? EEEK!  So off we go to Gateway to say ummm??  wats goin on?  and to boot, I grabbed NOA, my wallet and my keys to run momma.  NO DIAPER BAG, no SNACKS, NO SIPPY!  was SUPPOSE to be a quick run.  UGGG  lol  but at least tey as someting to entertain Noa :)

e quite enjoyed tis table!  To te point I wis I ad one!  O yea as you can see I was not able to bring my extermal keyboard so all my posts will not ave te letter tat is te last letter of Noa name!  lol  drives me nuts but could not figure out ow to fit tat ting in too.  so wis I could get tis laptop fixed!
so we finally got on te road after bein told it is an oxygen sensor tat is gonna cost a FORTUNE :(  but did NOT ave to be done now for us to make tis trip!!  Tat is suc a praise, course we are coming ome to a big van bill tat will need to be fixed!  uggg :(  Anyway so on te road we get and wen we stopped for a potty break I fell in love wit tis purse!  IN A GAS STATION!!!  But isn't it so pretty?  Te picture does not do it justice, te cross is sparkly and kinda jeweled.  ard to describe but just beautiful!!!  If I ad te money I would ave bougt it and said it was my ealry birtday present but I of course did not!!!

Random sot of Celeste dancing at supper wen we FINALLY got to eat last nigt!  Dallas traffic is someting else and ten you take a 6 lane igway and do construction so it s a 1 lane and it takes forever to go nowere!  lol
Picture of Noa at Restraunt!

tis ting is givine me fits wit pictures.  I PRAY it does not do tis in taiwan. UGGG

ang on tigt little frogie boy!  We are ON OUR WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Just a bit longer little guy!  I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I can almost feel you in my arms!  Mommy loves you soo muc.  I am sooo sooo scared to get on tese planes and come to you but I will do it because it is so imporant I be tere for you, and tat I meet your docs, and I talk to your Nannies and ave you in my arms forever! :)  I LOVE YOU JEREMIA!!!  Catc my kisses in te wing buddy, just a little wile longer!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

In a hotel in dallas!!!! Thank you
Jesus for safe travel !!!

Was just making sure I can text from my phone to the blog to keep you up to date :)  We are packing and getting ready to drive to dallas :)  it is 12:13 pm and we are waiting on mail man and taking my mom to get check cashed and then we can leave :)  Will keep you posted :)

love ya my bloggy family :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

In case you forgot....

What it is all about!

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We leave tomorow to begin the final leg of Journey to Jeremiah! We will drive to Dallas and do a park and stay at a hotel there :)  and then friday evening we fly out and it all begins!  PLEASE PLEASE be praying!!!!!  

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! Big Brother Activities!!!

I am in shock and awe that we pull out of our driveway in 2 DAYS to begin Journey to Jeremiah!  I am excited and petrified and worried and stressed all at the same time!  I found out on my weather thing on my phone that there will be storms in Taiwan when we are flying there so I am even MORE petrified than before about the flights.  I am TRYING so hard to HAVE faith and not be scared, but am NOT doing a good job of it.  And to be quite honest when I think about it I am not sure if I am more scared of the plane crashing and us maybe dying or the horrific feeling of fear that whole time.  Last time was horrible to be so tense and so afraid for so long!  And the pain in my legs (prayin this time will be better as I have lovely flight stockings supplied by my dear friend Lora and her hubby!  Great to have friends and docs caring for you across the miles :)  I am blessed in that) and how sick I felt.  I have bought tons of dramamine PRAYING it will help more this time.  I wish I could let go of this fear and just enjoy the ride but it is so horrible to feel that for so long, and then being claustraphobic and feeling trapped as well, but what am I gonna do, go sit out on the wing for a bit so I dont feel closed in!  LOL  Now that would work just fine!  LOL NOT!  even if possible, fear of heights would knock that one out.  I HATE being a fearful person.  As a Christian I am NOT suppose to be this way!  ugggh.  Anyway, we are trying to get packed, figure out what is best to take and all and get the house completely ready and spotless.  My neice was suppose to do an extra cleaning while we were gone but she ended up getting a job and now won't have time.  I remember how exhausted I was after coming back with Noah and how hard things were and so I need it all ready and ready to be slightly neglected if need be for a bit.  also , noah got so sick so easy so I want it basically sterile! lol

So, when Noah got home off the plane my friend Sherry and her family were one of the families there at the airport and they brought him a panda skin from Build a Bear.  They left it unstuffed and said when he was bigger we could take him in to have it done.  So, we decided a few months ago we would do it right before we went to get Jeremiah and he coudl have it as a travel buddy! :)  We also decided to have him make a build a bear for Jeremiah as his gift to Jeremiah when they meet!  We have a train for Jeremiah to gift Noah when they meet!  So we ordered the skin for Jeremiah's build a bear awhile back.  Well, yesterday was the day!! since Bobby is off for Paternity leave now and Celeste had gone to lunch with a friend for her bday and needed a ride home, and build a bear was close by so we met her and picked her up and the family four headed to build a bear! :)
Meet Buddy! :) 

Meet Frogie!! :)

Being stubborn, he had been holding them and then when I wanted a picture would not hold them anymore!

Celeste holding them to try and convince Noah to do it! :)

Both have a lullaby sound in the right arm and both have 4 hearts in them, one for each of us.  Noah would not step on the peddle to make the bear and he would not do anything with the hearts, he did give them a bath , Celeste has some pics on her camera and that may be in them, but she is asleep still so I am posting while I can and have to go with these from my phone!

Here is a video of my Panda Boy :)

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Jeremiah my love!  Hang on tight sweet man, we are coming soo soon.  JESUS will keep us all safely to you and then all 5 of us safely home! :)  We love you little frogie boy and until we get there, catch my kisses in the wind sweetie!

THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!