Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Sitting in PICU with my sweet Jeremiah praising God for this amazing hospital!

Monday, June 14, 2010

Jeremiah is in the hospital and has a nasal feeding tube to hydrate him and they are calling in doctors

Sunday, June 13, 2010

ing crying praying and trying to figure out how to get someone to inderstand us to get help. Thank God jereemiah is ok! Nothing like being scared to death for your child to mke youbond more. Inhave spent slot of tome in ters for jeremiah because it feels like he is in his own world separate from us and it is like I can't reach him and that makes me sad. Inl am determined to find a way to reach him!!

For those who have not traveled I highly reccommend that you stay I'm one of the big main hotels and not skp on costs! I would have given anything to
Be at grand hyatt where they undrstood english and had a doctor that spoke
emglish!

Noah is doing amazing!!! Such a great
Big brother!!!
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He is very rigid and that makes it hard to hold him sometimes and that makes me sad. I mean i hold him and all but it mkes it hard to snuggle at tomes. My biggest wiorry is bonding! I never realized how much gazing into Noah's eyes when I gave him the bottle meant to me and how it helped our bonding! Jeremiah does not make eye contct and if docs are right he does not see me at all. That makes me sad. We will learn to help be his eyes, but for bonding that won't help.none thing that incresed my bond to jeremiah was when on our last day in
Taiwan and he finally passed a bm and the pain was so bad that as he was crying he literally stopped breathing and turned blue! Celeste and I were ream
Please keep Jeremiah I'm prayer! He is sick with possible pneumonia. We go back to doc tomorow morning to get test results and they gave him a shot today just in case. They weighed him and he is 19 lbs fully clothed and diapered. It is funny cuz even though he is long I keep being asked how many months is he! And none believe me when I say 26 and half! He is definitly an infant in every way
Please keep Jeremiah I'm prayer! He is sick with possible pneumonia. We go back to doc tomorow morning to get test results and they gave him a shot today just in case. They weighed him and he is 19 lbs fully clothed and diapered. It is funny cuz even though he is long I keep being asked how many months is he! And none believe me when I say 26 and half! He is definitly an infant in every way
THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
AND NOW THE WAIT FOR JEREMIAH IS OVER TOO!!!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year


Kisses in the Wind

KISSES IN THE WIND
I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.


May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.


When Love Takes You In!