Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Empty Arms and the Big 40

Well Today I turn the big 40! And another holiday that we just knew Noah would be here for is passing with me having empty arms! I so ache for my baby boy today! Not that I have not been aching for him but it just seems so hard each time another thing that we planned with him here comes and goes. It was like Children's Camp was hard. We planned an extra helper and all because we thought Noah would be home by the time that came around and so the whole week of camp it was so evident he was missing to us all. BUT I know my God is Able! And I KNOW HIS timing is perfect. He can have our file in front of that judge the second HE wants to and have the judge sign that decree! :) I just have to wait and trust that it WILL happen! We are fundraising and doing all we can to raise the travel money and all and also busy gathering things for Noah when he is home! :) I am wanting to paint the nursery soon I think! :) It is fine the way it is but for some reason I really love the idea of paiting the walls to look like an ocean. God is bridging an Ocean to bring our Noah home! And of course Noah's Ark was on water and his room's theme is Noah's Ark! My family threw me a small Suprise Party after Church this past Sunday which was so lovely :) I am very blessed with an amazing family and Church family :) Also Bobby and Celeste have plans for me today :) We are taking a family picture (hopefully that works out for today) at a portrait studio and they are taking me to lunch and then to a movie! Tonight is Church so I get to see my wonderful Church family on my birthday as well and I get to go to Praise and Worship which is my favortie thing! :) Well, thanks for listenin everyone :) Please keep Noah in your prayers, and the adoption and the fundraising and all! :)

Noah honey boy. Mommy loves you so so very much my sweet angel boy and I miss you so. My birthday won't be complete without you here with me but I know you are havin such a wonderful day with your sweet Nannys as you wait for us to come get you! Be sure and catch my kisses in the wind baby boy! I love you so much!

1 comment:

Tina said...

Happy Birthday! Yes, God's timing is perfect...don't get weary! I love the idea of painting the room like an ocean!

THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!