Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

KIDS! I have KIDS! Very Emotional

Merry Christmas everyone! WOW! I can't believe Christmas is here and my baby boy is sleeping beside me in his crib as I type this! I JUST put out Christmas for TWO KIDS!!! Ok granted Kid 1 is 20 but when pictures can go up you will see that she is still MY KID! One might wonder about a couple things if they were for Noah or not :) heehee I LOVE MY SWEET GIRL and it is so strange to me to think she is 20 so I just love the youth still in her :) and oh let me tell you about my boy! :) I love that little thing so much! :) I can't even express how important it is to me to make tomorow the most wonderful for Noah! It made me rather emotional as I was filling stockings for 2 kids and 2 moms and a hubby :) heehee but that Noah is here. That God would bless me with a Son! :) As we celebrate HIS Son's birth tomorow (oops TODAY) I now have a son! It is a WHOLE NEW WORLD! heehee I had no clue :) I am so into trucks and trains and planes and Elmo :) I adore looking for things for Noah! Noah is so into cooking too :) I can't wait till he can help me bake cookies :) I guess this post is basically unneccesary but I just am feeling so thankful and emotional in a good way and I just thought I would write about it. I just can't imagine what my baby is gonna do in the morning :) Sometimes I just sit and look at him and I thank God that HE trusted me with this prescious soul and I PRAY that I do a worthy job of raising him. It is hard in all the hype of Christmas but I so want to remember that even at 20 months old I can begin making an impression on Noah that it is all about JESUS! I talked to him about tomorow we are gonna sing Happy Birthday to baby Jesus and he clapped! heehee Maybe he remembers his belated birthday party :)

Well, I will close, I Pray you all are having an amazing Christmas and for those of you waiting till next year to have your angel home know that it is so worth the wait and that there are those of us who waited last year and know what you are going through. IF I had known last Christmas as I cried because Noah was not home with us how LONG it would take to get to our Sept Gotcha day I would have probably freaked! Good thing God don't tell me much and not too soon! :) heehee Anyways, prayers going up for all yall :)

WE send you Merry Christmas Hugs and blessings and Kisses in the wind!


Tina said...

Merry Christmas friend...I hope even as I send these wishes that you are enjoying every moment with your precious family!

brazzel6 said...

Tears are flowing as I read your post! The love that you convey in your writting is beautiful! I never want to forget the miracles He has given me! Merry Christmas to you all!

The Family K. said...

Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family. I'm always humbled when I read about your gratitude for everything that comes your way.

Shannon of "Room for More" said...

What a wonderful day to have Noah home. Sick or not, huh? A beautiful post full of gratefulness, love, and encouragement. Merry Christmas friend!

Expecting Good Things said...

Great post. You're doing an extraordinary job being a mom to Celeste and Noah. I can't wait til I celebrate next year with 2 kiddos. Merry CHRISTmas!
Love, Holli

momwithfaithandhope said...

As a mom to TWO kids now too - Merry Christmas dear friend. We are so blessed, aren't we?!

Tish said...

you are so full of joy!! it is contagious! blessings to you!!!

marina said...


THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!