Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Covered in flour

Well, I am covered in flour! I am baking like crazy! It is funny how much harder it is to bake on this level with Noah around than it was when we were baking to sell things to bring him home! heehee :) The mega blocks now have flour in them! Sorry no pics as camera battery had the nerve to die. I will try to get some pics tomorow! Anyway, Please be in prayer for us as we try to bake our hearts out and come pu with ideas of things to bake, good prices to ask and get ready for the sale. Pray that I can do a good job of all this and keep Noah entertained and close by though not close to the oven! Also please pray that I can do it with the house not getting too messed up. A lady is coming tomorow night to meet me. My friend keeps this lady's baby but my friend wont be able to because of medical reasons for a couple months and she thought I might want to keep the baby for money for the adoption. Sooo, we will see what tomorow night brings when I meet baby and his mom! Please be in prayer for us for this:

Bake Sale for Jeremiah!

Come buy some Sweets to help our sweetie!

Saturday August 29, 2009
10 AM till 4 PM
Beautiful Bowtique Thrift and Consignment Shop
803 Mason Dr
Bossier City, LA 71112

THANKS so much to the online friend who because she was not local she bought a CYBER Key Lime PIE! :) So sweet of her!


All Proceeds go to The Jeremiah Fund





If you are local I can send you a flyer by Email if you would like to help spread the word!

Thank You!


Jeremiah sweetie :) We are baking and selling sweets for you our Sweet frogie boy! Another step to getting you home angel! Catch my kisses in the wind till then baby boy!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Eating and Wedding and such

I wanted to share some pictures with yall today :) I got Noah and Little Tykes table and chairs and so the other day Sam and Noah had lunch their together for the first time out of high chair and booser seat :) Noah still sits in high chair at the table when we eat supper as a family but for lunches with Samuel they are eating here now. Also we can use the table for play-do, and other fun things :)

Don't they look cute?


You can't tell but they are eating grapes and Dinosaur pimeno cheese sandwhiches! LOVE the dino sandwhich cutter I got at Walmart and they do too :) I wish I could find one with other animals!


another shot of them at lunch :) dont look at the background! Big table is a mess!

Noah at breakfast eating a Banana as a big boy! NOT CUT UP! One day he grabbed it before I could cut it and did ok so I was like well ok! heehee He can say nana for banana and after a friend had her daughter on video saying Ba and then nana I started trying that and so I say ba and he says ba and I say nana and he says it , but he WONT say it all together! lol


another banana shot! heehee



another shot at the table!


Celeste was bridesmaid in her friend Katheryn's Wedding! Katherine and Celeste have been friends since Kindergarden. We are friends with their family :) It was a wonderful occasion for us all :) and so sweet :) Here are some pics :)

My mom and Millie at the wedding!


Noah at the wedding! This is a smile! I said CHEESE Noah and he does this! lol


Celeste at the reception not wanting mom to take her picture.


Celeste and Elizabeth, the other attendant. We have known Elizabeth since she was born! I am gonna get a double frame and print this one and make a copy of one of them as little girls and put it in the frame together! :)


This is Mrs. Katherine Rector! This was just after the threw the bouquet!


Full shot of Celeste!


Celeste and Katherine in the bridal prep area!


Elizabeth, Celeste and Katherine before they got their hair done at the salon at 6:30 in the morning!


Elizabeth, Katheryn, and Celeste Katherine's Wedding Day! I am gonna print this one too and have one of them when little in a frame too!

I don't have one of the 3 of them in wedding attire but I will eventually! It was such a beautiful and sweet wedding! :) It made me remember my wedding! :) And look forward to Celeste's and someday NOAH and JEREMIAH'S! The little ring bearer in the wedding made me think about Noah and Jeremiah in a tux at Celeste's wedding someday!
Jeremiah honey, seems each day I ache for you more and more. I am so worried about you and how you are doing. I spent today trying to plan and find recipes and look for ideas and things for the bake sale next Saturday. I am gonna be baking alot this week and thinking of you and praying for you with ever item I bake. Sweet forgie boy hold on tight and mama will be there as SOON as she can! Until then I send you kisses in the wind!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

NEW PICTURES of us ALL!

So I have pictures I was going to post today and then got a GLORIOUS email from Heartsent! So now I have even more to post! :) I love it when I get an email from them and see the picture attached symbol next to it! I can't get it open fast enough then! :) And then the LONG wait for it to download and open! But oh then you look upon the face of your baby! :) Since I do not have pictures as often to post of my youngest since he is all the way in Taiwan I will start with Jeremiah! :)





Isn't he beautiful?!! :) He has such an angelic face! I love this shot of him sleeping! This was taken August 14th and it says 3:30 pm. I am assuming that is Taiwan time!


This one was taken the same day at 10:28 am So I can now know that he takes a morning and an afternoon nap! :)



This picture was taken August 8, 2009 and it is at 6:23 pm You can sort of see an open eye!



This one was also take August 8, 2009 at 6:23 pm.


PLEASE keep Jeremiah in your prayers for his health and all. Every time I see him I want to get him home quicker and quicker! The doctors and therapist here are anxious too. I have it all lined up and when they see his pics and video's they can't wait to get their hands on him and work with him and such! :) PLEASE be in prayer for our fundraisers! We have a Bake Sale coming up here locally on August 29th! PRAYING it does really well! We are also working on some other ideas and praying we can find a grant that is actually still funded at this point. :)

Now for some pics of Panda Boy! :) We had a day at the park Saturday Morning with some friends here :)




My Exchange Student took this picture! When she was done I said did he smile and she said YES!!! Well, he didnt even look at the camera! lol he was distracted by other kids but its ok!



Look how big my little man is! He is climbing pretty good but you have to be CLOSE by just in case still! :)



Here we are at the top of the slide :)



This was his first time on a teeter totter! When he was ready to get off he just leaped off much to the surprise of US and the little girl on the other side! EEK! poor thing!



Weeeee down the slide with Daddy!


I LOVE this shot in the climbing tube! :) He thought that was the coolest thing!



coming out of the tube! He was just a jabberin! He is talking up a storm lately! :) So cute!


Me and Noah at Church Sunday! :)


THEN: Bobby, Noah and I on THE GREEN COUCH at SLC in Taiwan!

Bobby, Noah and I at Church this past Sunday! :) WOW! The difference 11 months makes huh! :)


The 4 of us! :) Noah would NOT smile for the person behind camera :(


Jeremiah my sweet frogie boy! Mama can't wait till YOU are in the family picture with us! I can't wait to stroke her face and touch that wild hair of yours that is so cute! Your Jei Jei has been calling you hawk because of your hair! :) We all love you soooo much sweetie pie! I would give just about anything to be able to come and just rock you and sing to you for even a little while! The day is going to come because we have a BIG GOD and I just KNOW He is working in ways you and I may never know to make this happen SOON! So as I begin my evening with your brother here at home and you are probably waking up and being fed there in Taiwan I send you my kisses in the wind my sweet angel boy!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

For the Love of Jeremiah!

Sooo please tell me what you think of my Video For the Love of Jeremiah! I am anxious to see what everyone thinks! :)


Jeremiah I can't even express the love I have for you and I have not even been blessed enough yet to touch you. As I worked on this video and looked at your pictures and videos over and over I just ached so badly to be able to pick you up off the screen and just hold you. During parts of my working on this your big brother kept sayin Miah, Miah, Miah and trying to kiss you. Noah loves you already Jeremiah! He is gonna be such an amazing big brother for you! And your Jei Jei, oh my goodness are you blessed with a big grown up big sister to help spoil you. She is so excited you are coming, we all are my sweet frogie boy! Jesus loves you so much and I KONW that He is working and moving for your benefit! I can't WAIT to see how God is going to show off! I love you frogie boy and I send you kisses in the wind across the ocean baby boy!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

oodles of Pictures! :)

If you are in the mood for pictures boy do I have some for ya :) Oodles of them :) UNFORTUNATELY nothing new of my Jeremiah sweet frogie boy but prayerfully by the end of the month I will have some new of him too!



Panda boy being silly with mama!





Millie on the way to "The Boardwalk"



Celeste acting silly :) The girls had Bobby take them on Monday to look around and dream shop at the boardwalk :)


Girls having fun :)



heeehee my silly daughters :)




She looks so serious :) LOVE the shades :) heehee





Millie's turn :)






wish they had brought me the sleep mask!



Millie in front of the river at the boardwalk



Celeste and Millie in front of Riverfront :)




My sweet panda boy!



he is such a fun and silly boy :)



Noah and mama :) I LOVE my snuggle buddy :)



We took a trip a couple hours away with my friend Liane and her family and went to the zoo :)


Samuel and Noah at Zoo :) Ready to see all the animals! NOAH loves animals! Go figure! heehee




Celeste and Millie :) loved the cutout :)



Celeste and Liane's Daughter Kelsey being monkeys :)


Millie taking a picture of Celeste taking her picture with my camera :)




Here is a picture of a bird that was so friendly :) He kinda played with us all :)



Here is Noah looking up at the bird! Notice the head! heehee


Then with 3 girls in tow we had to hit the mall and to cool off we hit dipping dots! Noah quite approved of that choice :)



he is so beautiful :) and doing quite well with that spoon lately



Millie and Kelsey and part of Celeste at the food court :)




more Noah ice cream shots :)



This entertained Noah for the longest time! :)




My sweet first baby :) My baby girl! so beautiful :) and FUN



And SILLY



My daughter for the year! :) another beauty :)



LOVE this shot of Noah concentrating on the ice cream :)



so cute :)



just love this panda boy sooo much :) I love to watch him :)



Check out that spoon in mouth action!



doing sooo good! I love it :)



Millie and Daddy at Buffulo Wild Wings!



Noah trying to do with his fingers like Millie does :)



Noah has taken to playing with his tongue! lol so cute :)



Noah chompin down on a dill pickle spear


Here is one of the flyers for the Bake Sale we are having on August 29th for Jeremiah! I know you can't see it too good. We are blessed that a business close to a really busy place has offered us to do this. The last time one was done there they raised $700. Alot of folks donated to the sale for that family, so please pray folks will donate baked goods to ours, and others will come and buy!



Millie's lunch box after I packed it this morning! She LOVES High School Musical! :) I am in search of good deals on anything with it on it for her for Christmas :)



Millie just before we went outside to wait for the bus :)



We were rushing to be out their on time and she had to put her belt on out there :) heehee and then the driver was MUCH later than she originally said :) lol



Millie getting on the bus! :) FIRST time I have ever put a child on the bus! :) She had a wonderful first day, already has 3 friends at school and some at Church tonight :) She is doing so well :) I so admire her! I would NOT be doing so well at her age going to another country! I am very proud of my daughter for the year :)


As I come to a close of this picture sharing post I am sad to not have pictures of my Jeremiah to share as I do of my other kiddos! My life in ways feels so full and joyful with Celeste, Noah, Millie and my sweet hubby Bobby, my mom, friends, Church, etc. and it is, BUT a part of me is missing. My Jeremiah waits a world away and each day it aches more and more that he is there and I can't hold him, touch him, smell him, comfort him, give him his medicine, talk to his therapist and learn what I can do daily to help him. Find the best docs, the best everything to give him the best I can. It is amazing to me how quickly I forogt how HARD this is, waiting, this being a mama to a baby across the ocean. Fundraising is so overwhelming at times, I look at how much we need, I look at uscis paperwork that NEEDS to be filed and KNOW I dont have the money to file it NOW and it needed to already be gone, I loook at it all with earthly eyes and I feel like I just dont know what to do, but then I remember as I was led to share with someone else today, we see through a glass but dimly, the Lord sees all! HE KNOWS where EVERY penny is coming from. He is moving on Jeremiah's behalf in areas I have no clue! I KNOW this! I KNOW he cares. So as long as I can hold onto more of what I KNOW and less of what I SEE then I should be ok, right?!


Jeremiah my sweet frogie boy. Mama soooooo loves you. I so want to come and pick you up this instant and rock you and sing to you and tell you how much you are loved and adored. Honey boy we are working so hard and praying so hard and we will be to you as soon as we possilby can. Hang tight little man and catch my kisses in the wind!



THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
AND NOW THE WAIT FOR JEREMIAH IS OVER TOO!!!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year


Kisses in the Wind

KISSES IN THE WIND
I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.


May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.


When Love Takes You In!