Not flesh of my flesh, nor bone of my bone; but, still miraculously, my own.
Never forget, for a single minute you didn't grow under my heart, but in it.

Thursday, November 20, 2008


Tonight is our monthly ladies meeting at our Church. We get together and bring yummo food and visit and then after we are stuffed beyond measure we have usually a Bible Study or some other word that someone has to offer. Tonight I am the speaker and I suppose I am to share the word of my testimony. I am quite nervous to say the least and feeling very unsure of exactly what I am and am not to say. Normally I have stuff written out, say this here, play this song there, pray this here. Not that is always comes out just the way I planned it but at least there is a guide. Tonight all I have is a cd with some song and 1 Video. Songs I felt led to bring with me. I have NO CLUE if I will use them all and have a general idea of when I plan to use 2 of them. The others are songs that speek to my heart or perhaps speak of something I feel or have felt. To be honest I could have made a cd with about 100 plus songs on it but I just have these few for now. I may regret I did not bring more. I do also have a song planned for a dear friend to sing that is part of the testimony. Please be in prayer for me and for those who will be there that God will speak THROUGH me and to that special place in each of them where they need a touch. I so want this to be ALL about God and not about me. I am so incredibly blessed to be FREE in Christ and that He has brought me as far as He has and I do believe that what I went through can be used to help others. I just have to kinda be open and willing to what God wants to do. ONE of the songs I wanted to take got ruined on the cd a while back, and for the life of me I can' t rember the name of the song or artist just some of the words. I wish I had that song tonight, but GOD knows what I need. and what I dont. Well, I am babblin anyway and the smoke alarm just went off with the food I am to take to Ladies meeting! that thing NEVER goes off when there are flames but when you just cook normally you get BEEP BEEP BEEP in the shrillest loudest sound! uggh

We send you blessings and Kisses in the wind!


brazzel6 said...

I'll be praying for you! Oh, you and my grandmother must have the same brand of smoke alarm, because hers does the same thing!!! TOO, FUNNY!

The Family K. said...

I know you'll have a tremendous testimony to share. Wish I could be there to hear it in person.

Ruth said...

You will be wonderful! I know God will guide you and help you touch many others with your experiences.

THE WAIT FOR NOAH IS OVER!!!! November 3, 2007~September 8, 2008 First heard about Noah~Noah in our Arms!
April 1, 2009~ June 7, 2010 First committed to Jeremiah~Jeremiah in our Arms!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!

The FIRST Picture we EVER saw!
Noah WesLee 5 months old

The First Picture we ever saw of:

The First Picture  we ever saw of:
Jeremiah Harold Sisemore ~1 year

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I sent to you each night.

When Love Takes You In!