I keep telling myself to be content in all things and have tried so hard and have been extra kind to her and tried to help even, which she doesn't want me to do anything with him, even touch him. I have tried to make friends thinking that will help but not helping. Was so hoping he would be off the vent tonight so it won't be as big a deal.
Different doctor came in. Dr. Scott. He is not getting off vent today. Another test tonight. If he can stay on pressure support 5 and 5 with no apnea episodes then maybe tomorow try to get him off the vent. I am gonna ask for a different nurse but am scared. When you complain alot of times they are mad and the care is worse.
I soo just want my baby breathing on his own and in my arms!!
Tears seem to flow so much lately but I have to hold onto GOD IS ABLE
To God be the glory, great things HE has done!!!!!!!! Sending this by the blessing of my phone!!!